6.30.2010

adg ., 4410

& for some reason i dnt know why yu think i dnt take yu serious, or appreciate yu, or even value yur feelings. but i do . i dnt know how we went frm going right, then taking a left into a quick right & back to left again . but just because we cnt get it right ; rite now ,. dnt mean we cnt eventually get it together . im not perfect , & i think its safe to say i never will be . but yur not perfect either, but i never complain .,
every relationship is a bit rocky in the beginning ,. & i know it feels like we been doing this for some years now . but remember , we're only beginners . & i have this feeling tht God put us together at the right time for the right reason ,. but yur just being to stubborn to open up & realize tht . yu gave me alot to think about these past couple of days ., not tlking to yu these 3 days were the longest days of my life ,. time went by sooo slow & my heart was beating soo fast ,. accelerated speed even . i love yu & care for yu deeply ,. & i know at time my insecurities may get the best of me ,. but my intentions are neverrrrr to push yu away ,. yet pull yu closer.
wht ever the situation is i have a strong faith in god tht we can get threw it, work it out , & move on , since thts all relationships are anyway ,. proving tht we can overcome every obstacle tht comes before us ,. ,.,. & if yu having any doubt , im here ,. & i dnt plan on going anywhere anytime soon ,. i culdnt . even if i tried .


*but i refuse to let my heart stay somewhere were its not wanted ., & if i must ; then i will .

far frm perfect ., but yet the closet image to yur love , sincerely,
nay lezlie crawford ,

christina aguilera , save me frm myself !
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HYxmS4UNrWY

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