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feelin some kinda way

_ rebloged

Im happy rt now but for the moment my life is in shambles i feel homeless even though im not i cant just scoop my son up whenevr i want because im not comfy wit my livin situation im also on the bus crazy shit is im payin rent but dont wanna sleep where i paid rent and im payin a carnote on a car i cant drive smh im strong tho and ill get past this the good thing about all this is i found companionship im back with jenee and i love her now more than ever even more than i thought i would i mean i always knew she was a good girl she has family values she takes wonderful care of her daughter and her household but i honestly feel she doesnt know her worth to me girls like her are really hard to come by and im #greatful...shes in my life last year when i left i know i hurt her i also made myself look really dumb but i feel like i left cause i wasnt ready now i am and i dont really know if shes ready but ill wait however long it takes i admire her and evrything about her shes my rock...nas daddy loves u and im coming for you soon and this time youll have space to play and learn and well be mobile i got my priorities together mi hijo they say u gotta go threw hell to get to heaven and im about to give u heaven on earth i promise i will instill values in u that will make u a good man an honest and loving man a FAMILY man u gotta take care of home first....oh yeah i also recently settled a beef with a guy i looked at like my brother but i dont know how i feel about yet anyway i hope i have good tuesday im thankful and greatful for another day and humble.

*i rebloged this to simply say " i love yu danny,. obviously more than yu"ll ever knw "

" before all hope died I used to have this stupid dream that shit could be saved, that we would be in bed together like the old times, with the fan on, the smoke from our weed drifting above us, and i'll finally say the words that could have saved us.
But before I can shape the vowels I wake up. My face is wet and thats how you know its never going to come true.
Never, ever. "

-The Brief Wondrous Life of Oscar Wao.